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The following are some of my favorite poems & quotes.


POEMS by Nancy

MEDITATION

 

To float

even for a moment

in silence

First

I navigate these choppy waters

check the breathing apparatus

Trust the deep

 

Then

Sinking

allowing

Now

held here where wind cannot cause waves

rain is welcomed back

patterns of life,

raging storm

cloudless day

setting sun

appear as flowing light

to dark

to light

 

suspended soul

named

me

tasting my first home

salt and sea

unfolding here

into

the great oceanbody

of God.

 

 

 

February 18, 2002

 

 

 

 Mandala by Mariah Howard

 

These faces are not ours
Their ways, foreign
Their land far from here

Until this week,
Their image evoked pity
So vulnerable
Living uncertainty, fear.

Now their eyes are ours
Their hearts beat within us

Linked in this fragile web
We can no longer
Deny our sameness

May this be our awakening:
Knowing without doubt
We are one.

These faces are not ours
Though they are here

Separated from us only
By sudden fear,
Cries for revenge.

Called to action
Dare we pause?

Stepping into grief
Breathing in outrage
that life, so unpredictable,
Is not as we thought.

May we find our capacity:
To feel deeply our soft spot of love
Awaiting us just beyond
The fear.

Nancy Margulies
September 12, 2001

 

 

I want to reach my arms around you
Each of you
Here.
I want to say "Look! It’s is just me. No need to fear or judge, is there?
I am a Jew. It is all right to say that word. Jew."

Come closer, I am your Catholic neighbor.
I want from life what you do --- family, friendship, to make a difference in the world.
Large, small. Whatever. Just to contribute -- and to love my self as well as my neighbor.

You may have guessed by now; I am Muslim. Do I look like you expected? Still, that is my faith. We draw from the same well, Christian – Jewish - Muslim, we read from the same Holy Books. Yes, and I have other sacred texts and traditions, but the One God that makes all one is Ours, not just mine.

As a native American I have sat sacred circles,
I’ve danced and sung my praise of Mother Earth.
She does not belong to us, we belong to her.

OK. I am. Christian. White Anglo Saxon at that. I am supposed to be the middle,
but often I’m on the periphery. Come with me. Let’s find that center.
Then we can dance around it’s edges.
I am not the enemy. In fact, I’m not sure there is one.

Could the Shinto Priests,
Buddhist Monks,
Brahma Kumari’s hold the answer?
Yes.
As do I.
As do we.

I am a man in jail, awaiting sentence. A child taking its first step.
Sometimes I suspect that I’m a fundamentalist as well.
I want to frighten you into doing what I believe with all my heart is right.

Let me reach my arms around you, all of you, each of you.
Don’t fear me, or judge me, or think that I am anything other than
you.

For that gift, that acceptance, I am most grateful.
And I promise that I will give thanks in every season
for the great blessing of belonging.

Nancy Margulies
Interfaith Service,
Thanksgiving, 2001

 

Channeled Seuss

Seuss may be dead,
     But I’ll channel him through
And all of his fraggle-tailed flummoxes, too.
     To the land of the quantum
     Where everything’s soup
And consciousness folds on itself in a loop.
     For right here in q-land, time doesn’t matter
And your brain is no smarter than yer heart
Or yer bladder
     Intelligence reigns and its all synchronistic
‘cuz smartness is seen as beyond the linguistic.
     "why visit this land?" You may ask in a fury.
Well, you’re already here, so sit down, what’s your hurry?
     You’re here and you’re there in this magical place
Where illusion is real and there’s no time or space.
     "ok, now i’m here and you have my attention
My mind is open wide, my belief in suspension.
     I’m listening and reading and using my eyes
But i detect nothing. What is this thing’s size?"
     It is true you can’t see it, you are it, it’s you
So focus right here and just let it shine through
     With this way of knowing you’ll feel like a star,
Or a moon or a palm frond in east zanzibar.
     It’s all quite connected. In fact, its the same.
It’s the you that exists behind body and name
     So, let’s check it out. Can I give you a lift?
Say! It’s right over here by this paradigm shift.
----------------------------
Look around you right now, its illusion you see
A rock's only hard if you want it to be
Otherwise it’s just space with a few whirling dots
Just like your body, it’s mostly have-nots

"What’s the good of all this?
Will it help me in loose weight?
Balance my check book or get me a date?"

Balance looks good if you walk a tight rope
But maintaining balance is no way to cope
Once you achieve it, just move on right by it
Its boring in fact, so there's no need to try it
Not as peaceful as calm - - not as fun a glitch
It works best when you’re dead - - that's the big hitch.

Lets move into to chaos - - the state of confusion
Its swirrling with order, which could be illusion
Chaos contains all the lumps in the soup
In a broth that contains all of life in one group

As hard as you stare you'll detect not a trace
It’s just possibilities whirling in space...

(End of channeling)

 

 

For Banana Yoshimoto

On a beach
anyone can be a poet
Near those tides
who can resist creation?

Awake at 3 a.m.
no words
no witness
what can I do but surrender
to a rhythm beyond my knowing
a pattern beyond my sight

I am searching
for a moment
so sweet
that it fits me perfectly.

Ah, here it is.

Nancy Margulies
July 24, 1998

(Banana Yoshimoto is the author of the novel Kitchen, among others)

 

 

October 2, 1999 Nancy:

Journeys

How did we come to this?
Racing down the mountain road, dark, wet, narrow,
our driver – I didn't catch his name --
A cigarette in one hand, adjusts the tape,
American music that
that runs slow, then fast
As we are swept around dangerous curves,
women and children
dogs, cows, each in the path of on coming
Vehicles
Men silent, motionless on the side of the road
This, our journey

Or,
it was:

Lucky, we came to this.
Our driver is called Ravi, an Indian man
His family greatly respected by their
Tibetan neighbors,
His mother's courage now legendary:
That night she stood at the gate
She saved Tibetan lives.

Lucky
Ravi comes in his taxi, playing American music
His dinner hastily prepared awaits him,
but first he is propelling along this road
His skill and ease in contrast to our
amazement.
Each person, car, dog, cow, child, woman
Man moves just the slightest bit
Avoiding calamity by a fraction of an inch
It is a symphony orchestrated by an
Agreement too complex for us to imagine

Lucky.
We are not walking
Lucky.
The rain is now a drizzle
Making each light a star
Blurring edges into color and form
The movement is of one
Living being
And we,
Lucky,
Are part of it.

And so we arrived.
Through this door,
Or that,
Off this bus
That train,
By foot,
Or not.

We came through our lives
Flying down the up the mountain
Endangered, blessed
Exhausted, enthralled
To this moment
This place
This breath in
Now out.

Just this.

 

 

I understand tribal rhythms,
now.
Hands on skins
steady beats
repeating
joining
shifting
continuing
building on themselves
lasting late into the night
lasting 'til dawn
lasting days
heard
even after
they fall silent
echoing for years
I understand tribal rhythms,
now.

I even understand
the sappy sentimentality of
country
twanging out love songs
wailing, weeping
celebrating
all for love,
wished for
lost
found

And the deepdown
soulful ache behind
the Blues
I feel it

The in-this-moment
becoming of jazz
Yes

I understand
now
why certain songs
have fixed themselves
inside me,
play themselves unbidden
just
beneath the surface
waiting

Lyrics that once seemed
so exaggerated
now can't
begin to say enough.

- Nancy Margulies August 14, 1998

 

 


I do not want to fight myself another day
I want the compassion that flows from me to others
to find its way
home.
I do not need truth;
Rather, a world where I can be uncertain
yet safe
where the echo of my father's words
might finally rest:
No need to choose
between passion and dignity
comfort and surprise
deep delight
and clear purpose.
I do not want to search another
moment for a God
that is not in some way me:
a woman
a child
a mother

- Nancy Margulies
July 3, 1998

 

 

POEMS by OTHERS

 

      It could have happened

      It had to happen

      It happened earlier. Later

      Nearer. Farther off

      It happened, but not to you.

       

      You were saved because you were the first.

      You were saved because you were the last.

      Alone. With others.

      On the right. The left.

      Because it was raining. Because of the shade.

      Because it was sunny.

       

      You were in luck -- there was a forest.

      You were in luck ­- there were no trees.

      You were in luck ­- a rake, a hook, a beam, a brake,

      a jamb, a turn, a quarter inch, an instant.

      You were in luck -- just then a straw went floating by.

       

      As a result, because, although, despite.

      What would have happened if a hand, a foot,

      within an inch, a hairsbreadth from

      an unfortunate coincidence.

       

      So you're here? Still dizzy from another dodge, close shave,

      reprieve?

      One hole in the net and you slipped through ?

      I couldn't be more shocked or speechless.

      Listen, how your heart pounds inside wme.

       

      by Wistawa Szymborska ( Polish poet who won the 1996 Nobel Prize for literature).

       

      Out beyond ideas of rightdoing and wrongdoing,

      there is a field. I'll meet you there.

       

      When the soul lies down in that grass,

      the world is too full to talk about.

      Ideas, language, even the phrase each other

      doesn't make any sense.

      -Rumi

       

      I am certain about nothing

      but the holiness

      of the heart's affections

      and the truth

      of the imagination.

      -Keats

       

      You Do Not Have To Be Good

      You do not have to be good.

      You do not have to walk on your knees

      for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.

      You only have to let the soft animal of your body

      love what it loves.

      Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.

      Meanwhile the world goes on.

      Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain

      are moving across the landscapes,

      over the prairies and the deep rivers,

      the mountains and the trees.

      Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clear blue air,

      are heading home again.

      Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,

      the world offers itself to your imagination,

      calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting -

      over and over announcing your place

      in the family of things.

       

      by Mary Oliver

      I recommend Mary Oliver's New and Selected Poems : Beacon Press

       

      When Death Comes

      When death comes

      like the hungry bear in autumn;

      when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse

       

      to buy me, and snaps the purse shut;

      when death comes

      like the measle-pox

       

      when death comes

      like an iceberg between the shoulder blades,

       

      I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering:

      what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness?

       

      And therefore I look upon everything

      as a brotherhood and a sisterhood,

      and I look upon time as no more than an idea,

      and I consider eternity as another possibility,

       

      and I think of each life as a flower, as common

      as a field daisy, and as singular,

       

      and each name a comfortable music in the mouth,

      tending, as all music does, toward silence,

       

      and each body a lion of courage, and something

      precious to the earth.

       

      When it's over, I want to say all my life

      I was a bride married to amazement.

      I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.

       

      When it's over, I don't want to wonder

      if I have made of my life something particular, and real.

      I don't want to find myself sighing and frightened,

      or full of argument.

       

      I don't want to end up simply having visited this world.

       

      by Mary Oliver

       

      LOVE AFTER LOVE

      The time will come

      when, with elation,

      you will greet yourself arriving

      at your own door, in your own mirror,

      and each will smile at the other's welcome,

       

      and say, sit here. Eat.

      You will love again the stranger who was yourself.

      Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart

      to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

       

      all your life, whom you ignored

      for another, who knows you by heart.

      Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

       

      the photographs, the desperate notes,

      peel your own image from the mirror.

      Sit. Feast on your own life.

      - Derek Walcott

       

      from the Tibetan Book of the Dead:

      "There is a time known as the between.  The between voyager travels through uncharted territory, navigating dangers, attempting passage into the next life.  There are times in life, after a death of some kind, when we are open to the slightest shifts, when our powers are acute, when we can change the future.  The between voyager temporarily possesses an immensely heightened intelligence, extraordinary powers of concentration, special abilities of clairvoyance and teleportation, flexibility to become whatever can be imagined, and the openness to be radically transformed by a thought or a vision or an instruction."

       

      "Imagine what would happen if families,

      and places of worship and schools - joined

      by television writers and radio talk show

      hosts, recording artists, athletes, movie

      stars, business executives and politicians -

      all would agree to teach children,

      by both word and example, honesty,

      respect, responsibility,  compassion,

      self-discipline, perseverance and giving.

      What if all the adults, who seem so upset

      about the troubled lives of children,

      would indeed create a climate in which

      these core virtues would become,

      for all of us, a way of life?"

      Ernest Boyer, The Basic School

       

      Excerpted from Honey From The Rock by Lawrence Kushner

      This is the setting out.

      The leaving of everything behind.

      Leaving the social milieu. The preconceptions.

      The definitions. The language. The narrowed field of vision

      The expectations.

      No longer expecting relationships, memories, words, or letters to mean what they used to mean. To be, in a word: Open.

      It is to begin with, all inside us. But because we are all miniature versions of the universe, it is also found far beyond. And because we are all biologically and spiritually part of the first man, the place preceded us. And because we all carry within us the genotype and vision of the last man, the place is foretold in us.

      There is no surprise in any of this. We have all known it all since before we were conceived by our most recent mother and father. So do not be confused if sometimes the place seems a real as your house or as illusory as your happiness. Only know in advance and instead that ordinary words will not be vessels or stores for some kinds of knowing.

      And this is the meaning of meaning: Being connected with something that is itself connected with something. Being part of a constellation of parts that is itself part of an even greater scheme. Or, in other words, that the notion of parts is in truth, a convenience we perpetrate so as to permit us not having to fathom the consequences of our most trivial acts. Nothing is entirely separate. No one acts with caprice. The Holy One is always involved.

      There is a place as far from here as breathing out is from breathing in. For the word is very near to you.  Where life forever holds gentle sway over death, where people are human with the same grace that a willow is a willow, where the struggle and the yearning between male and female is at last resolved.

     

       

      "I have found that some of the most horrible mistakes we made

      came after I ignored my intuition under what looked, at the

      time, like unshakeable evidence."

      Fletcher Byrom, former President, Kooper Company

       

      "The final act of business judgment is intuitive."

      Alfred Sloan, former President, GM

       

      We are the mirror as well as the face in it.

      We are tasting the taste this minute

      of eternity. We are pain

      and what cures pain. We are

      the sweet cold water and the jar that pours.

      -Rumi

       

      I live my life in growing orbits

      Which move out over the things of the world.

      Perhaps I can never achieve the last,

      but that will be my attempt.

      I am circling God around the ancient tower,

      and I have been circling for a thousand years.

      And I still don't know if I am a falcon

      or a storm, or a great song.

       - Rainer Marie Rilke

       

      IN THE LEGENDS

      In the legends, it's always like this:

      still water, one person alone on a beach,

      oppositions silently sliding

      on each other like the two arguments

      of an earthquake,

      its inevitable faults.

      The mountains move in and out of clouds

      like secret doctrines.

      Red willows line up on the sand,

      not speaking to one another,

      and like this they have spent the night,

      and the morning,

      and their entire lives.

      After long silences, speech appears

      like a voice from a red willow bush, burning:

      I love you, or

      The bread pans are on that shelf,

      or I am afraid of dying.

      At one in the morning,

      poetry fastens with clean, desperate hands

      on my nightgown, saying

      Say this, say this, this is

      the perfect thing to say.

      And then whole lines arrive,

      whispering modestly

      Say me.

      Paulette Jiles

       

      THE JOURNEY

      One day you finally knew

      what you had to do, and began

      though the voices around you

      kept shouting

      their bad advise

      though the whole house

      began to tremble

      and you felt the old tug

      at your ankles.

      ``Mend my life!"

      each voice cried.

      But you didn't stop.

      You knew what you had to do,

      though the wind pried

      with its stiff fingers

      at the very foundations,

      though their melancholy

      was terrible.

      It was already late

      enough, and a wild night,

      and the road full of fallen

      branches and stones.

      But little by little,

      as you left their voices behind,

      the stars began to burn

      through the sheets of clouds,

      and there was a new voice

      which you slowly

      recognized as your own,

      that kept you company

      as you strode deeper and deeper

      into the world,

      determined to do

      the only thing you could do -

      determined to save

      the only life you could save.

      - Mary Oliver

       

      ``Thinking is never a sharp, linear process; it could rather be compared to the process of a boat on a lake. When you daydream, you drift before a wind; when you read or listen to a narrative you travel like a barge towed by a tug. But in each case, the progress of the boat causes ripples on the lake spreading in all directions - memories, images, associations; some of them move quicker than the boat and create anticipations; others penetrate into the deeps. When thinking is in the tow of the narrative, focal awareness must stick to its course and cannot follow the ripples on their journey across the lake; but it is their presence all around the horizon, on the peripheries of awareness, which provide resonance, color, depth and the atmosphere and feel of the story."

      page 159, The Act of Creation, Arthur Koestler